May 30, 2001

Ghostbusting, round 2: Brian and Deb 1, spirit 0. After a couple phone calls to my teacher in Maine, and some e-mails passed to Deb, I showed up on Deb’s doorstep. Last night, Deb had ‘talked’ with it, and was told that it was there for protection, but wouldn’t tell her what it was there to protect. It said that it did not have a name. It told her that it didn’t want me there because I was ambivalent to Deb.

Well, I was kind of thrown. I didn’t even know what ambivalent meant, and had to look it up...

ambivalent adj 1: characterized by a mixture of opposite feelings or attitudes; "she felt ambivalent about his proposal"; "an ambivalent position on rent control" 2: uncertain or unable to decide about what course to follow; "was ambivalent about having children"

I may have been uncertain about my abilities, or what to do next, but what was said made no sense. I immediately had the feeling that this entity was lying to her. It wanted to be near something there, and it would play games until it was allowed to stay. Kay’s response was “Don’t play around with it, get it out of there.”

When I got there, I went into a calming trance (with Deb’s help), so I would be as calm and focused as I could be. Then we sprinkled salt into every corner of every room, or part thereof. As we did, we kept telling it to ‘go to the light’. Doing so, creates a beam that the entity can ride to where it should be.

After we did that, we stepped outside, and I bombed the place again. After the ‘dust’ had settled from that, we went back inside, and it felt clean. There wasn’t anything pushing me out. (Now, had this been an earthbound spirit, I would have had to do some other stuff. I’m not sure if I could have. I guess this is starting small.)

I asked Deb to step outside and I laid down on the floor and went into deep meditation. I started filling my body with cleansing light, then let it go out through every pore in my body until it filled the whole apartment. Then I started reaching out and touching the energies, feeling them. At one point, I felt like I was controlling three tornadoes. There was one coming out of each hand, and one out of my center.

I could see all the different energies swirling around the room. It was very neat. A little bit later, I felt I was standing in the middle of the room, swirling all the energies around me. Every now and then, I would reach out, and move some pieces of energy.

I had told Deb that if I hadn’t come to get her in 10 minutes, she would have to come in, and pull me out of trance. (I was afraid that she would either find me sleeping, or way too deep.) She was to do this by calling me, and counting from one to 10. I was standing in the middle of the room, moving energies when I heard someone faintly calling my name. By the time she was through the first ten count, I was aware that she was there. I started hurrying some things as I was now aware that she was bringing me out.

When I was out, we looked around, and the place felt good. I then balanced the energies some more, mixing in her energies as well, after that, I filled the place with calm, love, and happiness.

Deb asked me what I had done, and I told her. The funny thing is that I really didn’t have a game plan beyond the basic ‘clean and balance’. The rest happened intuitively. I have done cleaning and balancing before, but never to this extent. It was a very uplifting experience.

I guess the best thing is to just go there, believe in that you are right in your perceptions of what needs to be done, and then let go, and let it happen.

Love and light to those that visit here.