Today was the day of the memorial service for Kay at her church. It was also the day for the 'last class'. Helen was kind enough to offer driving through the nasty weather. This same weather kept a lot of people away.
The service was interesting though not very memorable. Many words were said by several people including Kay's long time friend and student, Annie. All that was said was very nice, and very true, and I felt myself relaxing, more so than I had in a long time. I guess it was just the energies. It was good that I was, as I knew the afternoon session would be the most difficult.
For that, we had made a circle in the room where classes are taught. Since this was my idea, I was leading it. (Actually, it was Barb's idea, but she didn't make it.) I felt a little bit of nervousness as I was working with Kay's students, even though I knew most of them.
We went around the circle, giving our names and telling how long we knew Kay, and giving some anecdote about her. Next, I led everyone through a short meditation just to bring a level of peacefulness to us all, and to link us as a group. We again went around the circle just talking, making comments, laughing, crying. I hadn't said it at the top (and wanted to) but I had considered this a celebration, a celebration of a life here, and continued life there.
During this whole time, I had this feeling like something was pulling me from behind. Now as I had said before, the idea to do the group channeling was something that came to me out of the blue (or wherever), along with the information that I knew how to do it. I had also had a flash of my being pushed to do a trance session. I pushed back at this. I didn't feel ready to try trance. Yet, during our talking, I felt compelled to try it. Someone wanted me to try it.
I called for a break, and told Annie what I felt I needed to do. I didn't want to take up a lot of time with it, but I had to try. She told me she would take me in, as she had always done for Kay. When everyone came back, I told them what I was going to attempt, and not to get their hopes up as I could not promise it would work. I also told them I felt pushed to do this, and wasn't doing it to try to show off.
Annie started taking me into the meditation. There is some movement where one takes the chakras above each eye and combines them with the 'third eye' chakra. Kay had always done this, so neither Annie or I were sure exactly what was done. I remember doing it a few times in her class, and I was going to rely on my subconscious to remember and do it for me. As she started to bring in the colors, I let them each in, filling me, and then put them in my aura. When she counted me down, I went very deep. The amazing thing was that I hadn't been this deep in over a year. And while I was there, my legs did not bother me.
As I reached the point of contact, I could see a bunch or lights hovering near me. I believed that this was the entity that Kay always contacted, Christina. (The Christina entity is not just one being, or soul, but a dozen of them.) I also saw Kay next to me trying to help me 'let loose' of my body. She was showing me things, and I was doing them, but I guess I liked my body too much and didn't want to let go. There was actually a point where I felt she was trying to get me out with a shoehorn.
I told the group that it seemed like it was not going to work. Helen asked if Kay was there. I told her yes. She wanted to know if we could ask her some questions. I told her sure. I had a good link there at the moment. They asked a few questions, and although I did not hear a verbal answer, I knew what the answer was, and relayed it. After a few minutes, I had Annie bring me out so I could do the group channeling session. At this point, a few people left as they were not ready to go to this level at this time.
I started by taking the group down as I had before. Once I got to a certain level, I had them hold hands and combine their energies. We then created a vortex in the middle of the room. (A vortex is basically a tornado shape.) There was a coffee pot there on the table, and since I knew Kay couldn't live without her coffee, I figured it would be as good a lure as anything.
We opened the tip of the vortex so that it was a large opening. I had the class drop their hands, and I took them deeper. I took them very deep. I let them all make their contact with Kay, and all but two did. I feel those two did make contact, but the message is for a later time, and will be revealed then. Everyone else had a moment to talk with Kay, exchange feelings, messages. While I had them under, I jumped back down as well. And I had a short 'talk' with her.
After that, I brought everyone up, and closed down the vortex.
I had asked each person to come back with a message for the class. The basic summary of these messages was that Kay loved us all. She wanted us to continue to learn, and to teach. One final message was to tell us that we really didn't know how much joy we brought her, being her students. This I think was important for all of us to know.
I asked Annie to close the circle with our traditional healing vortex.