November 22, 2003

I’ve talked many times before about shielding against negative energies. What about shielding against positive energies?

Last night, I went to my first rock concert. I saw Elton John who was the first act in the new arena in town. First, it was a very wonderful concert. Second, something happened that I didn’t expect. I got extremely emotional.

Now, you have to understand. I’ve been listening to this man’s music for over 30 years. Every song has a special place in my heart. I can take each song and map them to a time in my life. There are songs I can map to happy times, songs I can map to sad times. Some songs attach to special occasions. Others go back to sad times in school.

As he played each song, I got more emotional. I was overjoyed hearing the music performed live, and the energies from the crowd was phenomenal. I found that I was very happy being there, listening to the music, feeling the energies. All of a sudden, I thought I was going to start crying. In fact, the impulse was so strong that I was afraid I was going to start bawling like a baby.

Ok, so I decided that I’m an emotional moron. I was not in control, and it was talking everything I had to keep from falling apart. I sat through a good half hour of trying to control myself when suddenly, I had an urge to shield. Having this urge, I followed though on it, and suddenly, I wasn’t going to cry.

Looking at it, I was being bombarded with joyful, happy energy, and I couldn’t handle it. I was being overloaded with happiness. That in combination with the music, and the meaning it had for me, it was causing me to blabber in uncontrollable tears of joy.

So, I enjoyed the entire evening hiding under shields. An interesting thing to do, hide from happiness. Sometimes, I guess even that is necessary.