Today, I feel bad. I did a massage that was less than it could have been. I don’t know that you’d call it a bad massage, but to me, it was lacking.
My client was a male, the first male that has come in here since the incident two weeks ago. This was someone that walked in off the street, and wanted a session. He did nothing wrong, and was a good client. But I was paranoid.
I was concerned with a repeat of what happened with the last person that walked in off the street. And I know that if I keep this in the forefront of my mind, I will only attract that type of thing. So I ended up not doing certain moves that are very nice, but near certain areas that I don’t want to be near.
I know I need to get over this, but my energies are still a bit screwed up from that last time. I need to be a complete healer, not just a healer for women only. I guess I need to clear some more, and set that intention out there as much as I can.