February 17, 2005

Been working energy overtime. It seems that every turn up has a significant turn down. I was 20 minutes outside of Phoenix when I got a call from my wife. She had news about the dog.

Cheetah had been home for several days. She was gaining mobility in her back legs. Today, she had a relapse. She got up and crashed right down again. As I am writing this now, she is at the vet, highly tranquilized. She was going through some dementia. Right now we don't know what will happen. 

I asked a friend to do some work on her. She did, and told me she saw something that she couldn't deal with, but I could. I AP'd there and put my hands in the positions I was told to and ran Reiki. I gave her a kiss, and told her to do what she needed to do. Then I told her I loved her, and came back. (When I did this a couple of weeks ago, she stirred and licked at my hand, this time she didn’t respond at all.)

Next, I sent white light. I filled her with all I could. I thought I saw her show me she would leave. I saw a white ball of light leave the body. I don’t think that happened at that moment, but was a sign as to what she would do. 

I don't know if she'll be around when I get home tomorrow. I want to see her. If she needs to be put down, I want to be there, to help her. 

Right now, I have started a chant which is going to be my motto for a while. "One foot in front of the other, One foot in front of the other.”