I had my third mediumship class tonight, and pulled information from a card I pulled out of a deck. My teacher called them ‘inner child’ cards. What I got was interesting, but I just couldn’t put it all together.
Our teacher had held out a deck of cards, and told us each to pull one out. When it came to me, I ran my hand over the cards offered, and felt the strongest pull from a card on my left. I started to reach for it, but something said ‘not the top card’, and I pulled the one underneath that.
I looked at the card that I had pulled, and it was a wizard. Hmmm. Here we go with the wizard stuff again. Keep in mind that this card was for me. We ended up pairing up and exchanging cards. The other person was to get impressions from the card and tell something from that.
I was volunteered to go first. This kind of hit me suddenly, and I was totally surprised and unprepared, yet there was no putting it off.
I looked at the card and part of the image jumped out at me immediately. I mentioned this but didn’t know where to go with it. My teacher prompted me to push me to the next piece. (My teacher was connected to spirit, and was getting information the same as I was. She was told when I needed prompting and what the key items were that I needed to look at.)
She asked if this person was a relative or friend. Immediately, I felt they were a friend. She asked if they were living or had passed. Passed came up immediately. It was like I just knew it.
I was finally able to start seeing images. I had to stop once to generate more energy so I could stay connected, or feel comfortable that I was connected. I started telling what I saw. I was then shown another piece of the picture on the card, and that brought other images. I saw a house. I was prompted inside the house. I saw a living room. I was drawn to the couch. I felt that the person I had connected with had died there.
Finally, I had given enough verification to go to the message. (I had to talk a minimum of 10 minutes to get to this point.) I started giving the message I felt was right. I gave that the person on the other side misses the person I was talking to, of course that is trite as I would expect everyone to get that. Suddenly I got a strange impression from the spirit side and I passed on that the spirit owed the person there money, and it would be a while before they could collect. (The person commented that the spirit would say something funny.) I passed on a little more, but could not get it all.
My teacher looked to her guides and passed on the message. She told me that I had gotten it, but just didn’t know how to put it together. I didn’t feel as good about it. I’m a perfectionist. I think most computer programmers are as they have to cover every possible scenario when writing their code. I really wanted to nail it, but I just couldn’t put it together.
I have to realize that I did real well, even though it doesn’t feel like it. I can’t get frustrated even though I felt that way. This is new, and I have to take the time to learn it.
In talking to my teacher, she said that spirit was prompting her to prompt me as I wasn’t noticing the changes they were making. They told her that my head was filled with static and I wasn’t noticing stuff. I also wasn’t noticing any particular feelings when I got things right. This is something that is key as it will help me follow the clues better. If I notice some feeling when I get things right, then I will know I’m headed in the right direction or not. She also told me that she kept pushing me because she knew I could do it.
I need to quiet my mind, something I find hard to do. Part of my reading from Simone said that they will be slowing me down so I can make the connection better. I hope they are just talking about my mind and not my business. But yes, I need to make the connection better, and be able to do this. I feel strongly that it is something I want to do.
I know, practice... practice... practice.