You can do it. Just do it. Trust yourself. You’re stronger than you realize. I trust you. I know you can do what I need. How many times have I heard these comments? Way too many.
In a way, I find it scary that so many people have such faith in me to know what to do to help them. At the same time, I haven’t disappointed anyone yet. But knowing, and figuring out, and intuiting are different things.
First off, I appreciate that my clients trust me. They trust that I will be able to deal with whatever problems they have. They trust that my touch is for healing only as that is what I am all about, nothing less ever. They trust that my mindset is proper (as it always is) in situations where less than normal draping is used (like with Temple Lomi Lomi).
And they are correct. My focus is on healing, on fixing problems, not on how much or how little draping is being used. I have no other agenda. I have no other thoughts. My only concern is to help my subject. Sometimes that is easy, and sometimes that is not depending on what is wrong and whether it be physical, emotional, or energetic.
Many times I will look at my subject and wait for lightning to strike. Now whether that is inner knowledge, intuition, spiritual guidance, or something else, I don’t know. But I do count on it and trust it.
Now, I know my clients have faith in me, and what they would say would be my ability to help with their problems. But I feel they have more faith in me than I do. I guess that I may not have that much faith in myself, but I have faith in the answers coming to me. I know they are out there. I just wait to be pointed in the right direction. That I trust, and it has not failed.
There used to be a saying about certain types of computer programmers. They don’t hope for miracles, they rely on them. In a way, I guess I feel the same way. I am drawn to places that need work, to specific moves to use, to specific stretches, to certain manipulations of energies. And I may not have ever done these before. So, in a way, I rely on being shown what needs to be done. And it works. I have more faith in that than I do going in with a plan and sticking to it no matter what.
So, I do appreciate the trust and fait that my clients have in me, and I will always do my best to show that this faith and trust are not misplaced. No matter how I truly go about doing what I do, or how I figure out what to do, I will be what they need. And in this, I guess I do have faith in myself.