February 14, 2013
Darkness Descending (Again), Part 1

It has been a while since I have written in this journal. Most of that comes from not too much spectacular happening (as I don’t want to keep filling it with the same things over and over again, like... hey I put up a shield today). But there has been something else keeping my attention... a trip down a tunnel of darkness.

A few years ago, I made an entry I called darkness descending which described the hell I was going through at the time. A few days later, I wrote another called light ascending which happened when some light was applied to the situation. Well, I have had light applied to this situation, but it was a time coming.

As spirit has reminded me, darkness can not exist in light. But I covered the light in darkness and could not see it. I plunged head first into a huge depression (which came from fear) that I could not pull out of. I basically fell into the pit with no way to climb out. (Details will have to come in tomorrow’s post.)

Thankfully, someone pointed me to looking at some things that helped some. Then something amazing happened, a spark ignited to let me know that I was not forgotten. Then someone reached out their hand. I grabbed it and let them pull me out of the hole, a hole I swear I will never go into again.

Right now the light shines, and spirit guides my actions. That is the way I intend to keep it. I apologize for letting this journal go for so long. I will do better at it as time and other projects allow (and there are about 10 that are on the high priority list).

Keep reading into the next couple of days to see what has been going on.