It was another interesting day at Stansted in Florida. Today, we did more Practical Mediumship and then we did Trance Healing. But because there is so much to talk about on each one, I will break it over two parts. This part deals with a very powerful reading I got to do.
We were divided into groups of two, each one giving a reading that was to last for 20 to 30 minutes. Now I can’t say that I have never done a reading that long before as I have been told that I give a great 10 minute reading in about 30 minutes, but this one was filled with detail.
My partner did a reading for me that lasted about 10 minutes, and while the message was good, the details were sketchy. At the same time, I don’t know a lot of my relatives and such that have passed. My parents come from large families, so if I get uncles and aunts come in, I most likely won’t recognize them. So, it was not her fault, but one of situation.
It was then my turn to give. I went through the ‘radio’ channels as Eamonn had showed us. I eased into physical, then intuitive. While there, I could get a feeling of the needs of the people in the room. I moved to energy where I had a sense of spirits. Then I moved into the next level of interaction where I could talk with spirits.
I asked for someone that my partner would recognize, and then I saw a woman with brown hair. The hair was not real short, but not shoulder length, and it was flipped out at the bottom. I described this and the dress she was wearing which was one that came below the knee. I described it as a style from the late 1950s or early 1960s, and called it a house dress. I then got a scowl from this image I saw. I was pointed to the necklace and bracelet as if to say “Don’t you dare call this a house dress.”
I followed the image as she went out to a small almost cafe eatery. I could see that it was a small table where one might get a small lunch and a cup of coffee inside a glass plate window looking at the passersby outside. I kept telling my partner that she was there to meet friends, and I kept getting brought back to that. I think she was bringing me back to it until I got it right. For the most part, she was there alone, or maybe meeting one friend. But the real key here was that this was her alone time. This was her special time (and I knew that the word ‘special’ would be important in the message). This was time to herself which was something she did not get very often. I later saw her sitting by a small pond looking at the ducks.
I felt that she had a family, and that brought lots of challenges into her life. She enjoyed meeting the challenges and completing them. Because there were children, each day brought new challenges. And she liked being able to figure out the problems and solving them.
Then suddenly, I felt overwhelming sadness to the point that I wanted to cry. In fact, my eyes started to water up. I told the spirit that I got it, and the feeling subsided. I felt that this person had a good number of challenges that she could not solve. And they were so tremendous that they caused her great depression. Then all of a sudden, I got this horrible feeling and I was like “Oh shit! I think she took her own life.” I got the feeling that it was more like taking pills than putting a gun to her head. (And as these last bits were going through me, my partner was crying.)
The message to my partner was that she was special. She needed to realize that. She has strength that she does not know she has. She will be facing some things that will stress her, but she has the strength to get through them. And she has spirits around her to help her out whenever she needs it.
At this time, more than 20 minutes had passed, and I had been giving evidence the whole time. This was something new. I think that tuning through the radio stations put me at a deeper level going into the communication.
The aftermath was interesting too. My partner had told me that she had been with a number of people as she grew up as her family was split. The lady that came through had taken care of her with her kids for a time when she was little. She remembered that the family was having a house built, and while that was going on, they lived in the garage. This lady was very nice to her, and helped her, and taught her, but she did have her challenges.
Her son was a big problem. He seemed to fail at everything he did. At one point he spent time in jail. The family kept taking him back even though he was grown. She felt like it was her fault that he was like that, and it was the biggest challenge that she could not overcome. (In the time this lady was from, we were made to feel that you did everything for family. It would have impacted her so that she felt it was her fault for not being a good enough parent. In truth, as parents, we teach our children everything we can and then hope that they make the right decisions when they are out on their own. But back then, it was different.)
My partner definitely knew who I had brought through. She said I had described her perfectly. She did not know if she took her life or not, but had heard through other family members that she had passed and that she was very depressed a lot.
So, all in all, an awesome reading. Eamonn had been popping into the room and watching. He came over and made a comment like, “So, you think you might be able to do this medium stuff after all?”