January 10, 2014

This evening was the first of two classes on mediumship with Eamonn Downey. And again, there are some new concepts to process.

We started by going into a meditation, and I started hanging my head and nodding off. Eamonn told me that I needed to sit up straight and keep my head up.

When we did the next meditation, it was totally different, but I had to watch someone else go first.

The idea was to bring the energies of your spirit around you to a point that you were at overflow. Then you moved into the realm of spirit and just basically hung out. My job was to watch as someone else did this, but I just don’t watch, I watch with different eyes. I let my eyes blur and watched her expression and felt the energies. I knew when she had reached a point where she was one with her spirit, and I also knew when she withdrew from that for a moment. She finally found that point and then moved into the spirit realm. At that point I could hear tones, calming peaceful tones.

She told us that what I had described was exactly what happened. She was having trouble staying focused and had to work to get back to where she needed to be. She said that when she moved into the spirit realm, she had a place there that was hers, and just felt at peace. What surprised the people in the group I was in was that I saw so much. To me, it was just being open to the energies.

When I had to do it, the experience was surprising. I immediately let the energies come in to merge with my spirit. At that moment, I saw my arms and body as being of white light. I mean my arms were glowing and I could feel the energy vibrations surrounding and enveloping me.

It was at that moment I realized that this is what I had been doing when I had been performing other energy healings. This is what it felt like when I was doing major chakra cleansings. And I have learned in recent months that I am more powerful when I am calm rather than when I am straining to move the energies. And it was at that moment that came something like a slap on the back of the head and I realized that this was where I needed to be all the time when I do energy work. Duh.

But it wasn’t until the next day that I put it together. If I was becoming one with my spirit when I am doing energy work, than I am truly doing healings through my spirit. Wow.

But as I brought the energies of my spirit around me, I did feel that point where I reached overflow. At that moment, I could feel myself rising. It was like I was rising above the current word and passing through a cloud where everyone was. At first, I could hear buzzing as the conversation around me was taking place. Then it turned into a pleasant tone.

I stayed there for a while until we were called back. The feeling was amazing.