July 20, 2014

Today was the last day of Stansted in Florida.

We started the day with a unique type of healing. I believe the idea is that we are connecting flow points within ourselves, or someone else, as it can be done either way.

We started by feeling the energy point at the base of the neck. Those of us with medical knowledge identified it as T1, or the first thoracic vertebrae. Basically, the first vertebra of the back.

We touched this point to activate it, then moved back. We followed this path of energy over the top of the head (passing over it quickly as to not affect other energies), touching briefly by the third eye in the center of the forehead. Then we moved to activate the point in the center of the chest.

After doing that, we went back over the head to touch the point at the base of the spine, or the coccyx. Once this point was activated, we could feel the complete circuit. It was really cool.

The last class was one where we picked what we wanted to do. Now, I knew that I needed practice in mediumship and trance. However, I really didn’t want to do trance and have my last class be a failure. (Can you see how I was already setting myself up for failure?)

Eamonn asked how many wanted to do mediumship. Several people raised their hands, but I did not. I was still trying to make up my mind. He counted off an even number of people and marked their names. He then asked who wanted to do healing. I decided I would do that, and raised my hand. And I was the only one. I made the comment that it seemed it would be a self healing session.

Judy, who was sitting next to me said she would do healing. Eamonn asked what she really wanted to do and she said trance. So he says, “Brian I really think you should do trance.” Ok. So I was set to do what I needed the most work on, but didn’t want to fail at.

Since there were only four that wanted to do trance, we went into the other room. He set one couple in each corner.

Judy tuned in, and in a moment I was talking with someone else. Never really having a one on one with tranced spirit before, I was unsure what I could do, so I kept it low. The spirit wanted to go with me up to the springs. I asked where they were and was told the hill of Tennessee. I did not know whether I was talking to a male or female, or their name as I did not ask. The spirit asked if I wanted to be kids again. I said yes. It then said we could pack a picnic lunch and asked if I liked strawberry jam or grape jelly. I said grape jelly. The spirit then said, “Mmm, mine too. Remember to bring your swimsuit.”

We talked like this for a while, when Eamonn came over and asked the spirit what kind of things I should be doing. I was told that I need to play more. I need to get back in touch with nature, like laying in the grass looking up at the clouds. I was told to continue my mediumship and do meditation. (Unfortunately, these are all things I already knew.)

Then it was my turn. We traded places. I went back real far, but I could not let go. It was like I was missing some small key to making it work. I could feel it overlaying me. I could hear words wanting to come out, and I did let one pass, ‘hello’. But that was all I got. I couldn’t tell if it was me talking or not. To his credit, Eamonn was with us 85% of the time I was trying this. But it just did not work.

I was really disappointed, but Eamonn said I did really well. I guess I am going to get more practice at this in a few weeks when I take the Masters class in Orlando the middle of next month.

I guess I am just not used to failing when I do energy work. I took to the healing types so quickly, but then again, I already am a healer. And like Eamonn said, I’m a perfectionist. It has to be perfect. So I guess I can just pack that up for another day. Not feeling really bad, and I believe I will eventually get it, but I am disappointed that it wasn’t today.

So ended Stansted in Florida 2014. Over all, it was a great experience. We were in and out of the power so much that it became second nature. The key is to keep it that was as I move forward. Right now, I can’t wait to see what I can do once I get the chance.